just kidding. 

(i'll write on english)

I did dream much here. When I have empty time, I would then stop doing anything and just let my mind freely day-dreaming. New imagination or continual scene would pop out on my mind, and I stare at some point to 'project' that dream. It's not a dream where you will ambitiously looking up every way to accomplish. It's just a childish dream, or imaginary fantasy, something that will be discarded away at any time.

However, there are some moments when those dream hooked up in my brain. They kept lingering and kept popping out-of-nowhere, that made me look like an idiot because sometimes I can smile at how ridiculous it was.

And sometimes, I really hope that fantasy became real.

I seldom 'really' hoping my fantasy become 'really' real. Because I know that to make that fantasy become real, it would take time and energy. That's why I only dream that fantasy. I don't wait it to be real desperately.

But right now, after a long time I hadn't set my mind to wish my fantasy become real, I got that wish again.

Because of that, my hopes are getting higher. And so the possibility of being disappointed. I am too stuffed up after munching back my previous wish that I am afraid to lose it again.

Buttake, non nomu chakkande, naega boryeoji andwe, araji? Na no halmari isseo, naega keunyang salting yi a. Mianhae, naega weirdo kajji. Naega nan nomu shironde. Mian.

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Hello thereee!!!

I wish I can write longggg longggg journal about AFA ID 2014. But, what do I do? I don't take many pictures.

It feels so unlike me to be stepping my foot on Anime Festival Asia, don't you think? I don't even go to K-pop concert, why the heck am I doing at those anime cosplay thing??

Well, I am working.

Hah!

I really really happy and look forward on that day (15-17 August) When I searched on the internet about AFA ID, there are LOTS of GUEST stars. I am so shocked that even YUTAKIS would be there!!! OH MYYYY... For those who doesn't know Yutakis, well, just search his name on the internet. You will see pictures of girl-like man. His face is... ... girly. And most of people who take photos with him are girls. I heard he is friend with 'Asia Pacific's Top Blogger'. (I don't know why she wrote that on her blog, because I don't even know her before!) The only thing why I want to see him is just because I want to take photos with him, no more no less.


I also added my hopes when I saw lots of cosplayers from all over the countries on Asia will be there. I thought I might get a chance to take a photo with them.

And it turned out that I am...

...

...

wrong.

Well, as I said. I am working on those days. And ummm... When I stepped my foot there, I felt like an alien dropped on a strange land.

You know that to enter that exhibition which was in Jakarta Convention Center (JCC) you have to have a ticket, or ID, right? Well, ...

...

The supervisor on my office thought that I am not going to that exhibition, so he did not take my ID pass. When I heard that, I felt so annoyed! Like 'you told me to go here, but you thought I am not here?' At that time, the situation is a bit heated because we lacked of management. The crew that planned this exhibition is a bit ... 'confused' themselves. I don't know why. And so, after a while, he gave me my ID pass and then I went in with my other co-workers.

Again, seriously, I must be an alien..

When I arrived at our stand, it took me almost 10 minutes just to figure out where I should go in. (Because there is black curtain covering all the front side)

Again. Alien.

Because I have no experience on this kind of exhibition whatever you called it, I looked on my surrounding. I asked Gusta what should I do. I thought I would help him on joining some figures part. But he told me to go asked woman supervisor. I stood there for some moments until Oleh called me to gathered up all the plastic bag on the floor. I did what I told. Gua jongkok dan mungut semua plastik putih yang berserakan, menyusunnya menjadi satu tumpukan. Lalu, beberapa cowok masuk dan mulai meramaikan stand. Mereka adalah teman-temannya Gusta. Ketika gua masih di lantai dan mereka sedang berdiri dengan santainya berbincang-bincang, gua serasa 'Dan gua di lantai... Beresin sampah.' Pikiran gua udah negatif.

Ketika siap memungut plastik, gua berdiri dan... cowok-cowok disana langsung ganti baju. Dan gua... dengan tampang poker face, sok-sok melanjutkan pekerjaan gua entah-apa-itu. Untung gua bukan salah seorang cewek dramatis yang bakalan teriak ketika cowok buka baju. Untung gua teriak. Untung gua bukan SPK. Untung keluarga gua dulu juga sering gak pake baju. #nahlho (Ini salah satu momen kocak banget, sumpah!)

Ketika gua siap dengan pemungutan sampah dan mereka siap mengganti seragam, Oleh menyuruh gua membuat katalog dengan menggabungkan kertas-kertas produk dalam satu gantungan. Sementara itu dia mengumpulkan kawanan lain untuk briefing. Gua ikut mendengar dalam posisi jongkok di bawah. -_-

Selesai briefing, dan begitu kain hitam dibuka, gua juga ikut terjekut. Acara belum juga dimulai tapi sudah banyak orang yang ngantri di depan stand gua kami. #plokplokplok #serasaikutbangga There are lots of human out there. Beberapa dengan pandangan membara, dan menggelora. Gua serasa menciut sendiri jadinya.

Pagi hari pertama, lumayan mess up. Yah, bisa jadi karena ada gua disitu. #emmmm Karena gua belum punya kerjaan, jadi gua mencoba membantu orang lain yang ternyata malah membuat masalah. #emmmmm Gua malu banget, gilaaa, buat kesalahan disitu. Serasa alien beneran. Alien lo kemanaaa!

Gua gak tau apa yang terjadi selanjutnya, karena begitu banyak orang yang datang. Gua sampe terkagum-kagum melihat mereka betapa relanya mengeluarkan segepok uang dari dompet mereka untuk membeli beberapa produk sekaligus. Beda jauh sama gua. Jauhhh...Salut. Salut. Salut.

Saking banyak orangnya, jam makan siang gua kami sampe terundur begitu lama. (Tapi masih lebih parah hari kedua, karena gua makan hampir jam 2-3) Ketika makanan datang, gua berharap bakalan bisa nyantai. Tapi... rubah-rubah sudah terlebih dahulu mangsa. Jadinya, gua harus nunggu mereka, dan makan hampir sendirian. Gua masuk di sela-sela kardus, duduk di lantai dan makan. Itu tuh berasa gua turun dari piring UFO dan makan di sela-sela pohon. Gua gak tau first impression apa yang mereka dapat dari gua. Gua udah cukup mengasihani diri sendiri. *medannnnn*

Hari kedua pameran, jauh lebih rame dari hari pertama. (Menurut gua.) Penjualannya juga lumayan lah. Masih banyak orang yang bolos di hari Sabtu. #nahlho Di hari kedua gua sempat keliling ke beberapa tempat untuk mengambil foto, dan salah satunya adalah ini: